I would like to publically apologize to whoever is supposed to receive my gift game for Xmashack this year. I thought I was going to be able to do it, but the truth is I'm just too depressed. Sorry...

P.S.: If you don't hear from me again, it means I've killed myself. Goodbye, cruel world.

This must be post-natal depression, after your graduation

Cheer up, you old bugger.

everybody whistles

Cheer up man!

I wouldn't agree with that; a masterfully made game, your imagination, not to mention some well-drawn hentai, real life can't do justice. It's simply not particularly interesting. The other things that are, particularly the ones that go on within your mind, make life worth living, though.

As for a good reason to tag along for now: Life does have a point, though the point is lifeless. It's rather weak and puny, and not particularly relevant once you get driven far enough. However, you have a whole life which you can die within; no need to do so now. Once it happens, you'd hardly regret having lived on a little longer, so you might just as well do so. If life gets better, you get to have a good time, eventually. If not, you haven't lost anything by living on.

Great advice. And if you go, who will maintain MAskinG? Maybe you just need a change of scenary; how about travelling?

Noooo! There are so many more people out there who need mocking!

Yeah, the kittens will cheer you up~ <3

Oh, ChristmasHack is fun but I think it's more similar to Christmas than perhaps people think — i.e. people are more concerned with what they give than what they get. So although it's a credit to you that you apologised, I don't think you were otherwise risking offending anyone.

And don't kill yourself. It's not really a solution to anything.

At least don't leave with such a cliché

I'm sure you're not the only one who will NOT create a christmas hack entry/gift. That's why I didn't enter this year; last year I dropped out too and felt terrible about it. Then Jakub made an awesome game and gave it to everyone. It was great, a real Festivus miracle!

Tell us what's wrong... Allegro.cc has some of the best psychiatrists in the world, after all.

Easier said than done.

Let's see. I have a crappy job that's not really a real job anyway (it exists only to eat my brain), I just graduated from university, I have no friends anymore and no girlfriend. With space or otherwise. On top of that I'm old, fat, ugly and still live with my parents. I'm inside a dark tunnel and there's no light at the end.

Don't worry, I don't seriously intend to kill myself. Whenever I'm feeling bad, I make jokes about stuff, that's all. But come to think of it, the only reason I don't jump off a bridge or something is because I despise people who commit suicide. Well, I shouldn't really say that, because two of my close friends and a few more people I knew did it, and it's not nice to speak like this of the dead, but that's what I think of them. If I was a little more prone to suicide though, I have a feeling you wouldn't be reading this right now...

I would go to the gym. Problem is the membership costs about 40€ (~50$) a month. Kind of steep when you have little money.